You Will Never Understand

Afraid that you won’t like what you see,
once you look on the inside.
No one will ever understand
why I am the way I am.
Afraid of touch, afraid of love, afraid of losing that I’ve never had.

They will never understand, what I can never understand.

Don’t look at me.
I don’t what you do see me for what I am,
what you call a worthless uncaring soul.
Don’t look at me, because when you do,
I can feel your eyes peeling away at the layers that i have caked on,
so no one can see what they can never understand…