A Better Horizon

i feel like i’m letting someone down
i want to keep it up but i know it’ll end with a frown
this girls liking my game but i don’t know if it can feel the same
you see i just got over someone
man it made me feel like the dumb one
this girl she jumped into my life with no warning
i finally had a reason to get up in the morning
i had some doubt but i set it aside
my head was weary but my heart said abide
so i went along for the ride
i put myself out there
with no room to spare
no water no air
i didn’t care
suspended in air
suddenly my strings were cut
i dropped down into a rut
but..
what..
how could this be
there was so much more for me to see
my queen
the only one i’ve seen
just walked away
and i had no say
why’s it gotta be this way
the sunny rays morphed to an array of gray
in the blink of an eye
i was forced to say goodbye
it killed me
but i realized this had to be
i spent the next week or two thinking
no time for blinking
that’s how i got there
not being aware
where did i go wrong
those feelings were so strong
now their a memory
impossible for me to see
or touch
this agony is too much
its time to move on
but its hard to move on
i invested so much
but she popped the clutch
brought it to a halt
leaving me to feel at fault
so pour the salt
rub it in my wound
cuz it’s closing soon
yes it’s true
those thoughts of you
are leaving my room
out to play
they’ve escaped my mind
i can almost unwind
i’ve got my focus now that i know this
you weren’t meant for me
just a fish in my sea
just know that i’ll always reminisce about those days we shared
but now i’m better prepared
i faced this test
and now i’m at my best
moving along
you know the song.