Pain Within a Fantasy
What people call as lovers
Yet, we both felt deep within
The love we shared last summer…
Cause with the crazyness you’ve shown
My passion has flown
And the glimpse, the touches
You’ve showered
Enveloped me with fire
Coveted my whole body
And burned me with desire…
But time ran fast
Everything has ended
Im living now in the memory
Of the laughter that you gave me…
Now is the return of reality
Of you, just a mere fantasy
Cause with her, you do belong
And me, you played along…
Though we’ve never really been
The lovers, she and you, Ive seen
I dont wanna learn to let go
Even if it means knowing the pain, oh no…
It would be hard not to have
You who I do really love
I’ve been hurtin, needin, sacrificin
But with you I’m willing
Willing to wait, risk, and suffer
The reality of my losing end.